It takes so much effort just to enter the day
It's like I'm drowning
Wading through the currential water
Pushing me back under
Reach out my hand every so often
when I can summon the strength to survive
But I can't even see if anyone's waiting on the other side
to grab and hold onto
So is it even worth the effort?
Gravity and loss of strength pushes me
back down, falling backwards
It will be a while before I can try again