What Love Curses While It Cries?

Oh, you know I don't rise to anger
easily
But tonight I am mad, I am angry,
I am betrayed
I am fire on stone
I am denouncing

How long will I ignore your ignoring of me
all because I love you?

You are a phantom
You do not come back
You do not permeate
and you drain
and I am angry

What is loss when it is alive?
What love curses while it cries?
How dare you train me to be blind