Don't Worry About It

feel like I'm going insane (don't worry about it)
Drilling holes inside of my brain (stop thinking about it)
blue light burying all the pain (curious habit)
If only I was going insane (don't worry about it)

I miss the simple immobility
When I was not facing eternity
Ignorant to responsibility
Saving myself, the will must come from me

Is life worth living while alone and scared
Don't want to do the work to be repaired
If I'm not enough for someone else
How can I be enough for myself