Indulging unfamiliar fantasies
Sondor says they know, they know
But i don’t
Unfamiliar fantasies
Normalcy to those not me
Exclusion dealt quasi-justly
Smothering time anxiety
Necessity toxicity
Nevertheless no shame nor pity
Fruitless yield or truthless keel
Quinquennial struggle to feel
Normal is as normal does
Normal is not enough for us
To understand is dividend
Innate’s the gift that plays pretend
Mourning time and scorning mine
“It’s unfair” screams the voice inside
Lost maturity no warranty
Too bad so sad so can you leave?
Unblinking stance nothing to chance
To defy relentless analyst
Heavens above play with my plea
No plea cause I still look lucky
Emotional dysregulation
Fluctuation replace stasis
Untouchable unflinchable
Fear phased apathy palpable